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April 19th 2007
12:36pm] |
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suicide has to be the most selfish act commited by a human being.
http://www.news14charlotte.com/content/top_stories/default.asp?ArID=136882
read it. it's my store manager's son. and someone i knew well. and worked with on several occasions. i'm shocked. and sad. i dont know what to say about it. i dont know how to feel.
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[Saturday
November 11th 2006
1:01pm] |
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i cant be my fucking self without hearing shit from other people.
if i want to wear my god damn rainbow dress then i'll fucking wear it.
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[Tuesday
October 31st 2006
11:39am] |
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fabulous.
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[Tuesday
August 22nd 2006
10:05am] |
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I was going to just post a million pictures today, but instead i will only post a few.
My dog Chewy died yesterday. he was a pretty old dog. But i'm still sad. I think he lived a good life. We saved him from the pound. We went though a lot with him. he used to try and bite us all the time around his food. but we got him trained and he was the best dog ever....even though he bit three people. so here are some pictures of chewy. i'll miss him sooooo much.
( death always comes too soon. )
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[Friday
July 28th 2006
9:33pm] |
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I have 6 minutes left before i go over my minutes on my phone. EVERYONE STOP CALLING ME!!!
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[Monday
July 24th 2006
5:29pm] |
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I fucking knew it.
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[Monday
June 12th 2006
12:41pm] |
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My last entry really should have said two years ago today. so yeah. two years of of high school. i was tired.
Anyway. my cat is still sick and he's peeing blood...which is never good. So i may end up putting him down today. i don't know what the vet is going to say. i'm sad that he's so sick. I don't really want to update with pictures from mexico because there are so many. i'll do it later.
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[Tuesday
May 23rd 2006
4:07pm] |
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some ska...what else? |
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Thanks reel big fish for not coming to north carolina. or south carolina. thanks. THANKS FOR FUCKING LEAVING ME OUT!!!!
I think i ate a bad hot dog. oh man i dont feel so great.
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[Tuesday
May 23rd 2006
3:13pm] |
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streetlight manifesto |
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tanning outside with oil attracts too many bugs.
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| now i must say more than ever |
[Tuesday
May 23rd 2006
1:33pm] |
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So i just got my car inspected and my tire fixed. it took an hour of my life away. now i'm sitting here eating ceral and it's not really what i wanted to eat. but it's all i have. i don't have to work until 5 tonight!!!!
I wish i had more pictures to show everyone. but i am a loser with no friends to take pictues with like the old days.
And why is it when i say i like ska people just look at me and say "oh." am i that dissapointing because i don't say oh i like everything.
NINE MORE DAYS UNTIL MEXICO!!
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[Tuesday
September 6th 2005
3:06pm] |
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midtown in my head. |
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Yesterday was my first day of work. I was supposed to go in at 3am, but the shipment got there early. So instead, i got there at 7:30pm and left at 5am. BUT! I got paid time and half. mwahahaha. that means i was making 10.50 an hour. But i worked so hard. And i'm so sore today. Speaking of today, today is orentation!!! We *might* get in our merchandise tonight...i don't know if i could help. i'm so blah. And sore. I did my makeup really pretty today. Let's hope I can do my hair the same way!!!
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[Wednesday
August 31st 2005
2:48pm] |
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bush talking. |
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oh man, i forgot about head trips. No one seems to remember them except me and megan. but maybe that's because we obsessed with them.
Yesterday was my last day at work. and i couldn't be happier.
Not having cable sucks. but it gives me all the time in the world to watch old videos from when i used to tape everything off of tv because i was in love with my new found cable. I aslo taped everything a million times. what the hell? i'm stupid.
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[Tuesday
July 5th 2005
7:36pm] |
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catch 22 |
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new layout here
i think it is my greatest creation. if anyone steals it, i'll kill them. i worked very hard to make it. steal it and die!!!!
i am so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Saturday
July 2nd 2005
12:31pm] |
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Someone stole my backround and claimed it as their own.
Thanks a lot. I've never been ripped off before, but now i'm pissed.
Oh and they stole my flashy rainbow checkerd icon! I'll kill her.
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[Thursday
May 12th 2005
1:41pm] |
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"but yeah reel big fish can make anyone feel better, if i was a doctor...i would tell everyone to llisten to them and you will be instantly better. cancer? listen to rbf. it wont cure it, but neither do real doctors! common cold, just listen to rbf! everyone should listen to rbf and the world would be without war."
That is dated July 17th, 2003. I wrote that. It made me laugh.
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[Monday
May 9th 2005
11:53pm] |
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Anything that increases your chance of getting a disease is called a risk factor. Risk factors for breast cancer include the following:
Older age.
Menstruating at an early age.
Older age at first birth or never having given birth.
A personal history of breast cancer or benign (noncancer) breast disease.
A mother or sister with breast cancer.
Treatment with radiation therapy to the breast/chest.
Breast tissue that is dense on a mammogram.
Hormone use (such as estrogen and progesterone).
Drinking alcoholic beverages.
Being white.
Good one web md. good one.
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[Tuesday
April 12th 2005
12:24pm] |
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Well, me and serge have been fighting a lot, but i think everything is better now. It better be, or i'm killing someone.
I am quitting my job at the pen store. It's a shame too. I really like working there. Dom is just pissing me off. He screwed me out of my raise that was PROMISED to me. And he's just never at work anymore. He is a horrible manager and i'm not dealing with it anymore. Especially since i got an offer at brookstone for $8.50 an hour. With a real manager. So i'm taking it. I get to put in a two week notice now. I'm excited, and a little scared all at the same time. But hoepfully this will work out. if not, then i can just hate this job too! But get paid more!
Um. I think i'm having some crazy allergic reaction to the tanning bed. I can't stop being all itchy. Me and serge are off today so we are going to hang out together after school. it's going to a grand time. I really can't wait. Time is moving too slow. i wish he was here now. I'm so pathetic.
I'm going to go now. I have to clean anyway.
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[Monday
March 28th 2005
12:13pm] |
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the killers - mr brightside |
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Well, it's been a weird week. And now it's time to start a new one. I started my bc pills last night. Reading the packet that came with it...that stuff can fail even if you take it perfectly. this whole thing just kind of scares me.
Me and serge have been fighting a lot lately. Probably just because of me and the way i am. I get to work with him tonight so maybe i can make up being so stupid to him. I don't know how...i always just seem to ruin it again.
But i guess whatever happens, happens for a reason and i'll just have to deal with it when it gets here.
I'm so dramatic sometimes.
On tuesday, which is tomorrow, me and serge are hanging out for the entire day since it's spring break and we FINALLY have a day off together. it's nice. And then wednesday night me and alyssa are hanging out and she's staying the night. it's going to be fun!
I need to just be in a good mood already. I'm just scared i said the wrong thing.
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